Just A Reflection . The side I've just realised ...

This year I'm a total bitch.

BITCH


I hurt multiple of ppls' feelings, and yet I don't even bother. Dear God...

Fadhilah ,
yes, we've fought thousands of times. Cos of Rauff... bla bla bla. But no matter what happens, you're alwaaaays my sis. I've never meant to hurt you. But on that bloody 24 September, I couldn't control myself. LIFE HAS BEEN A SRS SHIT TO ME. Dyla, I'm freaking sorry.. i am a total bitch. Yes, I AM A BLOODY ASSHOLIC SHITTY BITCH.



Hidayah
we've been like srs sisters all these while. And i've never thought that one day, our sister-relationship would just break off that easily. I know, you've chnge to be a better HIDAYAH VENGEANCE. Just to tell you so, IMY. We've been thru evry thick and thin. Whrever you slack, I'll follow. We spent almost evry single day together... but here in 2010, the theory just disappeared. I wish I'm in YSS, together with you. And I srsly wish HARAH stays in 1 same school, together. But life has to move on, right? And you'll alwaaaays be my sis no matter what. Somehow, you just topped my list. Thats how awesome you are. I can't look at all this stupid bloody shit for any longer.


Izzati
yeah, hey thr. I was most disappointed in you. My trust for you somehow decreased or smth. Yeah, Hazim was involved in this matter too. And yes, I was also mad at Hazy for being an awesome shit by telling Ann Wei. Although it was just a HHAHAHA secret, I can't believe YOU told Hazy, then Hazy told Ann Wei. Maaaan, life is waaay too awesome for a piece of shit to live in. Right after oral examination, Hazy called me.

Hazy: Nina, sini jap.
Nina: *walks to Hazy*.
Hazy: *points middle finger*.
Nina: fuck you lahh bastard, not in the mood kays?!
Hazy: *cools down*. psl Izzati nan Ann Wei... ?
Nina: aboden?
Hazy: chill uhr. Maen maen je.
Nina: *walks off*.
Hazy: SORRY!


I could have been a little bit more dramatic, but like what I said, NOT IN THE MOOD.



Hairil
okaaay, dude. Alermak. Srsly. I'm soooo sorry for breaking your heart into 2. Idk what telah happen to me at that time. i wasnt srs, so were you... and thr it is, 2 months of hell silence. we didnt talk. yes, i was guilty for what i've done. You were innocent, I just threw shit at your face and left. I'm a piece of... okaay, why the hell am i repeating all these? I just wna say sorry, dude. Now that you're attached, last long kaay? ^^ . Forget abt the past, and me.





okaaay, so basically those ppl i wna reach out my sincerest apologies to. They were my awesome sistaaars and bro but i treated them like TOOOOOT. So for now, let me be emo and cry till i die. Toodles.